The more I walk, the heavier these roads.<\/em><\/p>\n I could not know whether Almighty<\/em><\/p>\n Had sent to me these exams and odds?<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n My dawns get fully darkened<\/em><\/p>\n When I woke up with sorrow<\/em><\/p>\n When all of my wishes fell down<\/em><\/p>\n When I am in fire above and below.\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Sitting alone with loneliness,<\/em><\/p>\n I drink my pain uttering a toast.<\/em><\/p>\n If I open my eyes from dreaming<\/em><\/p>\n I fell down from the sky to the dust.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n You my dreams, please become my life<\/em><\/p>\n Unhappy days are only daydream ever.<\/em><\/p>\n Oh God, wake me up from my life but<\/em><\/p>\n Let me to be in dream forever.<\/em><\/p>\n *** <\/em><\/p>\n Love is absorbed into my body,<\/em><\/p>\n I cannot help singing a love song.<\/em><\/p>\n Each of these poems that I wrote<\/em><\/p>\n Is an oath I gave to the truth.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n The sparks you see in my eyes<\/em><\/p>\n Are the lights come from Heaven<\/em><\/p>\n And the wishes bloomed in my heart<\/em><\/p>\n Are the mirabilis you have never seen.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n My hope will never wither, dry up<\/em><\/p>\n Spring always flourish my soul.<\/em><\/p>\n There is a great pain which is able to<\/em><\/p>\n Flourish my veins and bones at all.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n I was made from love of The Almighty<\/em><\/p>\n Does the life know who I am? <\/em><\/p>\n In my tiny body, in my little chest<\/em><\/p>\n How much talent and love do I have?<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em>Does the life know who I am?!<\/em><\/p>\n * * *<\/em><\/p>\n Life killed all the passion of mine,<\/em><\/p>\n Squeezing my heart like pomegranate.<\/em><\/p>\n He wanted to make my gentle white soul<\/em><\/p>\n Put on the sorrow\u2019s black garment.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n All my hope is becoming weaker and fading<\/em><\/p>\n My mountains collapsing down to earth.<\/em><\/p>\n Day by day my feet are plunging<\/em><\/p>\n Day by day my soul is losing its strength.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Lightning is crashing inside of me<\/em><\/p>\n As if my chest will be cleaved.<\/em><\/p>\n I am afraid, oh my Lord, I am so afraid<\/em><\/p>\n What if the whole sky falls down to my head?<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em>* * *<\/em><\/p>\n I wandered and strolled million years,<\/em><\/p>\n Million years I begged for calmness, my Lord.<\/em><\/p>\nPAIN<\/strong><\/h1>\n